End of This Week report :
– Extremely tired, after driving for 4 hours. Route: Work-Home. Sudirman-Ambasaddor mall: 2 hours. Normal traffic time: 30 minutes. Real Traffic time: 10 minutes.
All simply mathematics = (Jakarta’s Traffic Friday after Work a.k.a Traffic JAM level Superior) X (Hard Rain for half an hour (only)). Results: Ultimate Traffic Jam!!!
– This week, relatively quite. No rush slide decks for review and prepare. Miss all the crazy hard works. Curse of a work alcoholic.
– This week, more friends are sending their news. Happy and Jealousy came in one package. Why can I make this end?
– This week: rejected an offer that might turn out to be one life time dream fulfilling. Not sure about the vision and the true mission of the Employer. Am I became more selective, wise or just stupid?
-This week: more friends are coming for reunion. Should I reject all the invitation? Want to see them all. Can I sacrifice a friend?
-This week: same lies, disappointments and amusement at work. Nothing surprising, be more agreeing, and perhaps create own forced understanding.
Came home and surfed Friendster. Send message to some friends. Amaze on how times goes by and -Na- already finished her degree. Receive 2 comments, from Syntha and Bencong. Read a message from Evas, asking about the ‘It’s complicated’ status. My answer simply: My relation with the most complicated person in the world, two of us will create a complication! There is no better explanation for my situation and him: the complication of complicatedness.
The report is end.
Knuffeltje 
FITTER HAPPIER Lyrics
Artist(Band):Radiohead
Fitter, happier, more productive, comfortable, not drinking too much, regular exercise at the gym (3 days a week), getting on better with your associate employee contemporaries , at ease, eating well (no more microwave dinners and saturated fats), a patient better driver, a safer car (baby smiling in back seat), sleeping well (no bad dreams), no paranoia, careful to all animals (never washing spiders down the plughole), keep in contact with old friends (enjoy a drink now and then), will frequently check credit at (moral) bank (hole in the wall), favors for favors, fond but not in love, charity standing orders, on Sundays ring road supermarket (no killing moths or putting boiling water on the ants), car wash (also on Sundays), no longer afraid of the dark or midday shadows nothing so ridiculously teenage and desperate, nothing so childish – at a better pace, slower and more calculated, no chance of escape, now self-employed, concerned (but powerless), an empowered and informed member of society (pragmatism not idealism), will not cry in public, less chance of illness, tires that grip in the wet (shot of baby strapped in back seat), a good memory, still cries at a good film, still kisses with saliva, no longer empty and frantic like a cat tied to a stick, that’s driven into frozen winter shit (the ability to laugh at weakness), calm, fitter, healthier and more productive a pig in a cage on antibiotics.
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